中英双语小小说

林杞权

I have a responsibility to love you.Lin QiquanIt has been a week, Li Jian stared at his cell phone, although he wanted to accept the reality, he still didn't give up. Liu Qin was still informed of the future, and he was embarrassed to call her and felt that he was in the wrong.This is all because Li Jian told her about the aid to Tibet. Should I tell her about it beforehand? Li Jian also hesitated for a long time. Don't tell me, she will know eventually. What kind of man is that? Come on, it's the expected result right now.Alas! This is good, at least I can have a clear conscience.Li Jian walked helplessly to the bedside and lay on his back. It was past 12:00 in the evening. It was time to have a rest. But as soon as he closed his eyes, Li Jian's mind was full of Liu Qin's shadow, and the last few words of their conversation and the last few expressions she sent came to his mind:"I'm going to help Tibet.""Ah? It's a little sudden. When are you going? ""A month later.""how long will it take?""two years.""so long? Why would you be sent there? ""I signed up on my own initiative. Because I am a member of the Communist Party, because I am a man with ideals and responsibilities! "Liu Qin sent three thumbs up and three happy expressions."I heard that Rain Water is not seen there all the year round, there is a lack of oxygen in many places, and the goods are extremely scarce, and I don't know if I can stand it. I don't know if I can come back healthy. I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I think I should tell you about it. "Liu Qin sent a rose, a cup of coffee, a smile, then no words, no expression, a week has passed, there is not half a phone call.After graduating from university, Li Jian was admitted to a department of the local municipal government to work as a clerk. After working diligently for more than six years, he has just been promoted to an associate subject. Because he is devoted to his work, he is almost 30 years old and has not yet found a partner. The parents of the family are anxious about the marriage of the only child.Half a month ago, he was introduced to Liu Qin by his colleagues. She is from this city. After graduating from university, she works in an enterprise in the city. After a period of understanding, the relationship between the two is developing rapidly, and they are going to decide whether to confirm the relationship after meeting their parents next month.I haven't heard from Liu Qin for a week. I must not want to talk to him any more, right? Li Jian thought, this is also human nature, people's feelings will change due to changes in the environment, let alone wait two years? And there are so many uncertainties? Whether it's over like this, I can concentrate on my work in Tibet. Apart from my parents, I don't have to worry about it. I wish her happiness. As long as she's happy.All the jobs that should be handed over have been handed over, and Li Jian actually has nothing to do when he comes to the office.He couldn't help opening Wechat, but there was still no message from Liu Qin. The last message in the chat record was still the rose, a cup of coffee, and a smiling expression she sent me.Li Jian found this smile more elusive than the smile of an old bureaucrat."Li Jian" suddenly heard this familiar voice, Li Jian seemed to be suddenly impacted by a strong electric current, and subconsciously turned around, and there was a beautiful woman standing outside the door. isn't that Liu Qin who thinks about it day and night? After staying for two seconds, he pinched his thigh with his hand to make sure that it was not a dream. Liu Qin, who had been missing for a week, stood in front of him alive. She does not wear pink Dai but does not lose charm, shawl black hair is simply tied into a ponytail, sweet smiling face shows youthful beauty, eyes watery are very bright."you. You. What are you doing here? " Li Jian stuttered with excitement.The weather in October in the south is neither cold nor hot, which is suitable for walking. The two of them talked as they walked along the green road by the river.Li Jian has too much to say and too much to hear.To Li Jian, Liu Qin's words at this time were like the sound of a drum, which made his heart "bang", because all the words seemed to be on the edge of the drum, and he most wanted to hear the sound of the hammer in the heart of the drum, but he never heard it.Maybe this is their last meeting. Liu Qin said goodbye out of politeness, Li Jian thought to himself.After two people had had a simple Chinese meal, Liu Qin suddenly said, "can you take me to see your parents this afternoon?"Li Jian did not know what medicine was in her gourd and thought, "do you want to see the financial situation of my family?" Is this still necessary? " But he opened his mouth and said, "if you want to go, of course you can."Li Jian's parents were tearful about helping their only son hide for two years. When they saw that their son suddenly brought a beautiful girl home, they hurriedly smiled to give up their seat and serve tea.Li Jian's mother repeatedly scolded: "this child, did not say early, so that we can also be prepared!" She hurriedly told Li Jian's father to go to the market and buy some vegetables.Liu Qin said hurriedly: "Uncle and aunt, don't hurry. We have already had lunch. We have come to see you today. It is …"Li Jian and his parents pricked up their ears, especially Li Jian, who knew that the hammer of the drum heart was coming."I want you to meet in person. I want to know if you agree with me and Li Jian."Li Jian was so excited that his heart beat so fast that he almost jumped out.Li Jian's mother held Liu Qin's hand tightly: "Girl, good girl." Where are we blessed? But he... He. You must think about it carefully. " Li Jian's mother could not help but burst into tears.Liu Qin said calmly, "Li Jiandu has told me that this is a major event in my life. I have also thought about it over and over again these days. Li Jian has been in Tibet in the past two years. I will often come to see you. If you have anything, you have to call me!" You can rest assured! I'll wait for him to come back. "Li Jiangang's heart, which had just jumped, jumped up again, and if it hadn't been for his parents, he would have turned around and hugged her tightly.Li Jianzhen hugged her tightly, two years later, when he successfully completed his task and returned safely from Tibet.He asked mischievously in her ear, "what made you make such a great and wise choice in the first place?"Liu Qin replied earnestly, "it's your 'responsible man'."

爱你有担当
林杞权
     已经一个星期了，李建盯着手机，虽想接受现实，却还不死心……刘琴仍未来信息，他也不好意思给她打电话，觉得自己理亏。 这都是李建把援藏的事情告诉了她所致。事前，该不该将这一事情告诉她？李建也曾经犹豫了很久。不说吧，最终她还是会知道的，如果这样做还算什么男人？说吧，就是眼前这一预料的结果。 唉！这样也好，至少我可以问心无愧。 李建无奈的走到床边，仰面躺在床上，晚上十二点多了，也该休息了。可一闭上眼，李建的脑子里全是刘琴的影子在晃荡，他们聊的最后那几句话以及她发的最后几个表情，尽在他脑上浮现：“我将要去援藏。”“啊？有点突然。什么时候去？”“一个月后。”“要去多久？”“两年。”“这么长？怎么会派你去？”“是我自己主动报名去的。因为我是一名共产党员，因为我是一个有理想、有担当的男人！”刘琴发来三个翘大拇指和三个愉快的表情。“听说那边常年不见雨水，很多地方缺氧，商品极稀罕，也不知道我受不受得了。我自己也不知道能不能健康回来。我考虑了很久，觉得还是应该把这事告诉你。”刘琴发来一朵玫瑰花、一杯咖啡、一个微笑的表情，随后什么话、什么表情都没有了，一个星期过去了，电话也没半个。 李建大学毕业后，考上本地市政府的一个部门当科员，勤勤恳恳工作了六年多，刚刚提上副科，因为一心投入工作，快三十岁了还没找上对象，家里父母为这个独子的婚事焦急着。半个月前，他经同事介绍认识了刘琴，她是本市人，大学毕业后在市里一家企业上班。经过一段时间的了解，俩人的感情发展很快，准备在下个月见了双方家长之后，再决定是否确定恋爱关系。 刘琴一个星期无消息，一定是不想和他谈下去了吧？李建想，这也是人之常情，人的感情会因环境的变化而改变的，何况还要等两年？况且还有那么多不确定因素呢？这样结束了也好，自己在西藏可以专心工作，除了父母，可以不用牵挂，祝她幸福吧！只要她能开心就好。 该交接的工作都交接了，李建到办公室其实也没什么事了。他情不自禁地打开微信，还是没有刘琴的信息，聊天记录的最后一条，仍是她发过来的那一朵玫瑰花、一杯咖啡、一个微笑的表情。李建觉得这个微笑，比老官僚的笑还难捉摸。“李建”突然听到这熟悉的声音，李建仿佛突然遭到了强电流的冲击，下意识地急转过身来，门外站着一个美女，那不就是日想夜想的刘琴么？呆了两秒钟，他用手暗中狠狠掐了一下自己的大腿，确定这不是做梦，失踪了一个星期的刘琴，活生生地站在他的面前。她不施粉黛却不失妩媚，披肩黑发简单束成马尾，甜甜的笑脸尽显青春美好，眼睛水汪汪的很明亮。“你……你……怎么来啦？”李建激动得结巴起来。南方十月的天气不冷不热，适合散步，俩人沿着河边的绿道，边走边聊。李建有太多的话要说，也有太多的话想听。在李建听来，刘琴此时的话犹如鼓声，敲得他心脏“嘭嘭”响，因所有的话似乎都敲在鼓边上，他最想听到那一锤敲在鼓心的声音，却始终没有听到。也许这是他们最后一面吧，刘琴是出于礼貌来告别的，李建心里想。两个人吃过简单的中餐，刘琴突然说：下午能带我去见你父母么？李建不知道她葫芦里装的是什么药，心想：“是想看看我家里经济状况？还有这必要么？”但一张口却说：“你若想去，当然可以。”李建的父母正在为独生子援藏两年的事心疼得泪眼汪汪，见儿子突然带了个漂亮女孩到家，急忙挤出笑容让座、端茶。李建的母亲连连责怪道：“这孩子，也不早说一声，让我们也好有个准备啊！”她连忙吩咐李建的父亲去菜市场买些菜回来。刘琴忙说：“伯父伯母，您们别忙，我们已吃过午饭了，今天来看看你们，是……”李建和他父母都竖起耳朵来，尤其是李建，他知道敲鼓心的那一锤来了，“是想让您们当面见一下，想知道您们是否同意我和李建的事？”李建一听，激动得不得了，心跳加速，差点跳出来。李建的母亲紧紧拉住刘琴的手：“闺女，好闺女。我们是哪世修来的福气。可他……他……你可要考虑清楚呀。”李建的母亲又忍不住抹起泪来。刘琴平静地说：“李建都已经告诉我了，这是我人生大事，这几天我也反复考虑，李建这两年赴藏，我会经常来看您们的，您们有啥事的都要打电话给我！您们放心！我会等他回来。” 李建刚刚猛跳过的心又急速地跳了起来，若不是父母在面前，他一定会转过去紧紧地抱着她。 李建真的紧紧抱着她，是两年后，在他圆满完成任务，平安从西藏回来那一刻。他调皮地在她耳边轻声问：“当初是什么力量让你做出这么伟大而英明的选择？”刘琴认真回答道：“是你那句‘有担当的男人’。”